The universe always guides us back to embracing the totality of ourselves. We attract whomever and whatever we need to mirror back the aspects of ourselves that we’ve forgotten.Debbie Ford, The Dark Side of the Light Chasers
Maybe there is parts of myself I’ve forgotten,
left like breadcrumbs as I venture into the forests of life —
it’s a wilderness in jeopardy, I don’t know we’ll survive,
and I’m terrified
that nothing I do will ever make a difference, and I just
want my daughter to live, and I want to feel fully alive,
and remember what it’s like to be whole —
to embody ever shadow and light of my soul;
regardless of the state of the world, that’s my goal.
I’m hoping maybe in that state of remembrance,
I can make a difference
for the land, for the people, for my daughter,
and I know it starts with me, her mother …
I’m a mirror of the world, I am The Mother.
The world’s healing starts with my healing,
and my healing starts with the land beneath my feet,
and learning again to sit with my feelings,
to create poetry from what my heart is thinking,
to love my darkness without judgment like a child,
like my child, named for the moon,
who flows with her own spirit like a dancer flows with a tune.